24/10/17

She is looking outside her window. Rains falling down after one whole week of hot weather. It has been 2 weeks since that day, and only once she shed tears for what she is going through now. She is trying to think about the problems and the details of the problems that she is facing now. But not like before, she can't remember the details or think through about the problems. Suddenly she feels that she has no problem at all. No, she doesn't try to brush it off... but she has decided to leave it to Allah to handle her problems. She knows, even if she try so hard till her last breath (if it ever happened now), she can't solve it, she has no way to solve it. Furthermore, she doesn't know why Allah put her in this situation right now except to build her strength, faith and patience. 

She realized, what ever problems she is in, big or small, if she doesn't put her trust in Allah's hand to handle it, she will never feel this way. She is not scare anymore for the outcome or what is going to happen next. She knows, Allah put her here for her own good, for a reason that only Allah knows. 

Suddenly tears falling down her cheeks. This time, the tears are not for the problems that she is facing, but the feeling that Allah has blessed her with. The feeling of peacefulness, the lightness in her heart even though she doesn't know what is going to happen in two weeks time. What is the outcome. But she knows one thing, if she trust Allah and have faith, insyaAllah, in two weeks, whatever is going to happen, she would be okay. 

IT IS NOT WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU THAT MATTERS, BUT WHAT HAPPEN INSIDE YOU THAT IS IMPORTANT.