What would i change!

Have not been here for quite sometimes.....being so busy...with the classes and assignment....dah sem break dh ni...so a bit relax ler, boleh lah post kat blog ni...but then not much activities lah pulak lately, accept attending those classes....didn't go anywhere or meet anyone.....

Yesterday a gud friend YM me, asking me to list down what would i change in the way i raise my child, if giving another chance....last nite i was thinking about it....what would i change.....i know its not easy of being a parent, especially when you are alone to raise your child, that is more challenging....but then, i have talked to few friends with a complete family, the challenges are all the same....not easy....especially in today's world with all the changes in the evironment socially.....

This is what i will tell my dearest friend, i won't change anything in the way i raise my child....maybe first of all i have to change my thinking, my attitude ....i will still do the same thing, try and error, if this way doesn't work, i will try another way, if that way also doesn't work, i will still keep trying to find ways...but then, if still not working....than i berserah kepada Allah Taala ajelah....cos i've tried my best with my own capabilities...but still doesn't work....what else can i do.......mungkin semuanya dan ketentuan Illahi.....jadi semestinya aku redha menerimanya....