Whatever Allah Does It Is For Our Best

Whatever Allah Does It Is For Our Best
And for Allah is the Highest example. (Surah Nahl:60)
So when Allah Subhaanahu wa Ta'ala , in His Infinite Wisdom, tests us with a situation that we think is difficult or takes away something that in our mind was good for us, we need to remember that perhaps it may not be so. Perhaps if we had continued in our way, it might have been harmful for us and whatever Allah decreed for us is actually better for us, for He is All-Wise and All-Knowing. Allah says:
'...and it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know.' (Surah Baqarah: 216)
Al-Hasan al-Basri said: 'Do not resent the calamities that come and the disasters that occur, for perhaps in something that you dislike will be your salvation, and perhaps in something that you prefer will be your doom.'
Remember that we are dealing with the One who is Arham ar-Raahimeen, the Most Merciful of …


She is looking outside her window. Rains falling down after one whole week of hot weather. It has been 2 weeks since that day, and only once she shed tears for what she is going through now. She is trying to think about the problems and the details of the problems that she is facing now. But not like before, she can't remember the details or think through about the problems. Suddenly she feels that she has no problem at all. No, she doesn't try to brush it off... but she has decided to leave it to Allah to handle her problems. She knows, even if she try so hard till her last breath (if it ever happened now), she can't solve it, she has no way to solve it. Furthermore, she doesn't know why Allah put her in this situation right now except to build her strength, faith and patience. 
She realized, what ever problems she is in, big or small, if she doesn't put her trust in Allah's hand to handle it, she will never feel this way. She is not scare anymore for the outco…

DeepaVali with FamilY

Dearest youngest sister informed me that my younger sister & family are in KL. So decided to meet her at youngest sister's place. But she told me they are going to our little brother restaurant for dinner. So, me & my family decided to meet them there. 
So I left my house around 6.45pm and reached there around 8.15pm. I have not seen my sister for almost a year I think. I was lucky, my brother was celebrating his son's birthday, so dapatlah makan kambing bakar too. 
Almost 12 am, I left, because my stomach also not really good. 
Early morning I drove to Symphony Hills to have breakfast with my two sisters & daughter. We talked, we laughed... so many things to tell, catching-up. It was really a time well-spend. My sister, who initially planned to leave KL latest around 11 am, delayed it till 5 pm. Around 1.30pm we had lunch outside and then for the sake of the children, we had karaoke session pulak. 
Around 5 pm, we go separate ways.
Thank you sis…


Hubby mentioned the night before that we might go for cycling the next morning. Wow, I was so excited that I can't even sleep. 
Early morning 5.30 am I woke-up and ready to meet hubby at Grand Continental Hotel. I was really excited and worried at the same time. Because I have not been on a bicycle, I think after left home and stayed at the hostel when I was 16 years old. Luckily the skill is still there, even though first few cycles, I couldn't control it. But then everything was okay. It was a very good experience, cycled around KL, early morning. I really enjoyed it so much. Hope can do this again. That is what I told hubby. 
Next thing, get a bicycle, yesterday was using hubby's son bicycle.
Anyway, lately has been very active, besides badminton, I have started walking and jogging. Looking forward to other activities.

And after cycling, we had breakfast and I was not prepared for a bad news but had to swallow it hard. 

The ghost is back

I am going through this blog actually. To compile some of those interesting posting, which I plan for maybe my first book. Than I came across some of things which really relate to my life now. Things that happened, feeling I had few years ago. Like this one written in  October 16, 2009:-

Love is very funny...sometimes it is so predictable, sometimes its make your head spinning like a wheel...watever..people do need comes and goes, sometimes unexpectedly.....This is wat happened to me...suddenly it knocks on my door...."knock, knock"...."who's there?"...."love"....

I don't know how i feel.....wanted to cry, wanted to laugh....but it does make me a bit sad....this is the love which i was waiting, hoping for more then 15 years....when it doesn't work, i turned my back and walk away, i closed my heart...i carry on with life....create new history in my life...have a gud life....i am happy, no fear of getting hurt, no worries of left alone.…


Don't know why? She is feeling really sad since yesterday. Tears just at the corner of her eyes, waiting patiently to fall down on her cheek. She is trying to think, what could be the cause of her sadness. She knows well, when things are going smoothly, soon it will pass and will be replaced by sadness. Life is like that, every sadness will follow by happiness and every happiness will follow by sadness. Nothing permanent. 
She pray really hard, asking Allah, to prolong this happiness a little bit more. She knows the time is up. Their promises to each other is reaching the check point soon. She is not looking forward to that day. She is too scare to face it.... to decide. No, she doesn't want to decide. She just want to let it be. Which is, she knows it is impossible. They have to decide. They have to make clear of the situation.
Yesterday, she came across an article, she read it and it stuck in her head till today. Is it the sign, is it an answer to her istikharah, is it what sh…


This is what I love about my life now.... being a grandmother. Having two grandsons are really a blessing to me. When I have the opportunity to spend time with them, my God, it is always a time well spend. Looking at them, seeing them growing up. Every single time I meet them, sure there are new things I see, new words coming out from their mouth (but the younger one still in his baby talk, but he understand every single thing we tell him to do). 

The eldest one is growing so fast. With his english slange which always amaze us (don't know where he learn it, but I guess from TV programme) which sometimes very difficult for me to understand what he is saying. He is my number one, not that I am saying I adore the younger one less. Of cos I love both of them very much. But with the eldest one, I really have soft spot for him. Maybe because I was taking care of him during confinement period.  Anyway the younger one too, initially, when he was few months old, he did not want to be held b…