Just a note

It's over.... i don't want to think or talk about it anymore after this... i don't want to be disturbed with such sickening thoughts anymore.... i have decided not to bother anymore, not to know anything anymore. It sounds really bad, isn't it... but i am always bad what, even when i do good things, people still think i am bad... i never try to portray a good image. I am just not a pretender, i am not good at pretending to be nice, when i don't feel nice or pretend to like something i dislike... This is who i am... so... i've made it clear... we should stop getting involve or asking about each other... so next time, if i just don't talk, or smile, than i hope u understand... i can't keep giving a fake smile...

So, let's carry on with our life without mentioning each others name anymore.... it's better this way... & people surrounding us... please understand.... i've tried to make it good, but i am just not good at it... i can't pretend anymore....

But anyway... thousand apologies, cos i know there were words which might hurt you which has been said & written....