Ada je hiccup sana-sini.... ada je sesuatu yg akan menguji kesabaran & keimanan. Rasa nak maki, nak menangis, semua ada..... tp berita yg diterima semalam tu anyway dah di duga akan terjadi.... Alhamdullillah, masa tu masih dapat mengawal perasaan kecewa & marah.... sempat mengingatkan diri, jgn maki, jgn makan, it's for your doter's wedding, kang x berkat majlis.... so sabar, sambil urut dada sendiri.....

Subuh td, kesabaran teruji lg.... kekecewaan yg dirasakan semalam x dpt dibendung lg... airmata mengalir deras, cuba di bawa berbincang dgn baik utk preparation for the wedding... but i guess, the two of us just can't see eye to eye.... subuh sunyi, dh jd x sunyi, we raised our voice to each other... i was really hurt, sad, disappointed & frustrated.... sometimes it is so difficult to talk to her, to make her see they way i see things.... things need to be done, we are counting the days... the cards has not been sent for printing, even the draft has not been done yet. That was the issue this subuh. Cakap x kena, klu x cakap satu apa pun x jalan... so many things i have asked from her, no feed-back, nothing has been done....

Why can't she see, it is just two of us... if she can't help me, who is going to help me... i can't handle it alone.... we have to do it together, a lot of things need to be done. Guest list for the majlis akad nikah, for the reception & to confirm rombongan on our side to their reception..... everything mama.... seme mama.... bila bg checklist for her to update, it will come back to me, with nothing has been up-dated..... i am sooooooooooooooo frustrated, soooooooooooo tired... ok sabar Shah, sabar, few more months to go... can't lose my head, cannot stress-out, cannot tension nanti satu benda tak jalan.......

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