WHATS IN MY HEART

Sometimes it is better to keep everything tightly in our hearts. No need to express our feelings which can bring sadness or hurting people around us.... When someone question you, about your feelings all this while, or what hidden inside your heart, it is really putting you in a very difficult situation. Or when someone accused you dat, when you said you miss someone it is only words & you don't really meant it... It is sad.... sometimes, you can only realize that someone has been missed when you meet the person after a long time. With daily routine, maybe you don't really have time to think about dat person, or sometimes you just brushed your feelings in the event to protect your heart from getting hurt... i guess dats what i have been doing.... who cares for what we feel, if not our ownselves, rite.....

Too much pain... why not just take my words for it... i do miss you.... don't you think it is good enough... what if i answered your question with heartbreaking stories??? I don't think you want to hear it.... 

Life is too short to think about the pass which hurting so much... i rather live for today, if today can make me happy....

Wats in my heart, i rather let it remain there, no need to dig it & let it out just for the sake of my own satisfaction which end-up make things worst between us... to me, i will see you when i see you... not that i don't miss you.... but i always avoid those feelings if its going to hurt me.... meeting you dat day, was a nice feeling, till you spoilt it with the question which i don't really know how to answer.....

‘O you who believe! Take care of your ownselves. If you follow the (right) guidance [and enjoin what is right (Islamic Monotheism and all that Islam orders one to do) and forbid what is wrong (polytheism, disbelief and all that Islam has forbidden)] no hurt can come to you from those who are in error’
[al-Maa’idah 5:105]

Shaykh al-Islam said concerning what we learn from the verse “Take care of your ownselves…”: 

“… Enjoining what is good and forbidding what is evil in the manner prescribed in Islam, based on knowledge, kindness, patience, good intentions and doing it in the proper manner, is included in the phrase “Take care of your ownselves…” and in the phrase “If you follow the (right) guidance”. 

And only Allah S.W.T knows wats inside my heart....