ALHAMDULLILLAH

Alhamdullillah... thank you very much to all concern parties who has been reading my blog and care about my well-being for the past week. Alhamdullillah, everything is fine, I am fine.... it was just those moments, those days & of cos with the PMS, so a bit, not a bit but too emotional, even i can't stand myself at the moment. So quickly i am getting out of it... actually i really don't like to drag on things like dat too long... x baik lagipun... ujian & dugaan yg diturunkan sesungguhnya semuanya dari Allah, either it is a punishment for all the sins or His way to show us how much He loves & cares for us. Alhamdullillah, i sees all that & after few days hiding myself, soul-searching, i realised, of cos everything that happened ada hikmahnya and a reason behind it. Anyway, it has been a while since i have been tested with something.... so a bit alpa lah dalam menjalani kehidupan ini... so what happened adalah sebagai peringatan buat aku....

Lagipun banyak perkara yang perlu diperbaiki dalam diri ini... yelah, am not young anymore, soon will be my time to meet Him.... and soon will have to leave all these people who mattered or not in my life....

For now... alhamdullillah dengan petunjukNya... i am back on track, and ku mohon keampunan dariNya, demi Allah, ketika di uji seketika, hampir kecundang dengan perasaan sendiri, rasa putus-asa, marah & sedih bersarang di hati.... terlupa sekejap bahawa yg baik itu dariNya & yg tidak baik itu dari diriku sendiri.

Ya Allah...Ampunilah aku, ketika diuji aku mengeluh, aku bersedih dan aku hampir berputus-asa. Ampunilah aku.

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