RAYA MOOD

Seminggu lagi raya. Today Monday & meaning dat, this week is the last week of fasting... am sad actually, but itu ketentuan Allah, x dapat menikmati 10 malam terakhir ramadhan, but nywy still hoping for the last 2 nites before Syawal dpt beribadat, insyaAllah. Itulah, kita hanya bisa merancang, tapi Allah yg menentukannya & Allah's plan is the best. Alhamdullillah. 

Raya.... my planned initially mmg akan beraya kat KL, 1st raya with anak & menantu, lepas tu dorang will go back to Kelantan to attend my brother's majlis akad nikah... than i decided to follow... lepas pk tentang accomodation & the travelling & the time which we have to rush back maybe on the evening of 1st raya & reach kelantan maybe early morning, & to find place to stay for a day & a nite... than to rush to T.Merah to attend the event. Wow what an hectic journey dgn kat kelantan musim2 raya camni the traffic is terrible... pk punya pk, i told my daughter maybe if they want to go back, go ahead, they will have a place to stay, but with me, we will have to find a place & macam x berbaloi je cos we will be back to KL by 3rd. raya. So we discussed about it, so at the moment semua macam x jd balik.

Syawal is not the same anymore actually once both parents are not around.... there is no place for all of us to gathered. Yelah, not that no siblings place to stay, but it is not the same anymore... being at parents' place is just like being at home, but siblings' place not our home.... dah few years i have been going back for raya & stayed at sibling's. Yelah 3-4 hari is not a short period staying at rumah org, even your own siblings. They have their family, in-laws to attend to. Cuma mungkin kurang selesalah... I think last year raya would be my last raya in Kelantan, mgkin balik visit siblings sesekali. But anyway we will meet during events, especially weddings, yelah ramai lg anak2 saudara yg belum kawin. 

Anyway, i really would like to thank my dearest sisters Akak & family & Yati & family yg sudi menumpangkan me & my small family all this while. Really appreciate it & your hospitality will only can be rewarded by Allah SWT.