WAT'S WRONG

Dunno where went wrong? No explanation given, just silence. Guessing & thinking, not getting me anywhere. Tired! Giving excuses for the action, which doesn't make sense at all, when don't really know what is happening. Figuring out something which is totally clueless. Missing something which was never there at all - ridiculous. Hoping for something which only appear in the dreams - stupidity. Knowing all along that it is going to hurt - ignorance. 

Now, praying for strength, to get thru each days without feeling so miserable. For patience, to be able to accept the fate. For guidance to carry on this life wisely. 

Really, not to make any stupid decision anymore out of loneliness. It is just doesn't work that way. Rushing into things when emptiness filling the heart.