Ramblings

She is sitting alone at the balcony, sipping her favourite 3 in 1 coffee. Looking down at the road behind her house.... there are so many people still sitting and having late dinner at the roar of stalls there. There was no moon tonight.... no stars could be seen...

2016 is going to end soon, in 24 hours.... a lot of things did happen in her life.... besides tears falling down, there were a lot of laughter too...."life is so simple", she thought..... either yes or no... either sad or happiness... either tears or laughter..... it might be simple... if we don't take it too hard. "Just live the way Allah wants us to live... follow the quran & sunnah"... she whisper silently.

. Say: "O you mankind! Now truth (i.e. the Quran and Prophet Muhammad SAW), has come to you from your Lord. So whosoever receivesguidance, he does so for the good of his own self, and whosoever goes astray, he does so to his own loss, and I am not (set) over you as a Wakil (disposer of affairs to oblige you for guidance)."

Few children are running around the parking lot.... screaming, laughing.... so simple, so happy, no worries... why can't we as an adult live like the children.... lets life take the flow.... but still bear in mind... follow Allah rules.... 

Her eyes getting tired.... looking back 2106, she has gone thru a lot of things.... emotion turmoil is like a roller coaster.... buckets of tears, if she could save those tears.... but at the end, she knew, its about her relationship with Allah... "people comes & go... people said a lot of things which might hurt us or praise us... things doesn't work the way we want it to be.... we crumpled, we cried, we feel hurt... it was actually nothing, nothing at all.... if we depends & trust Allah." She smile in the darkness, thinking of what she had reacted on those situations... she shake her head... regrets... no.... no regrets, it was part of living, feeling, the feeling that Allah granted us.... It is ok to feel, it is ok to cry about things... it is ok.... just don't get carried away, till our faith disappeared.... be grateful for what we feel, for what we have to go through... its life.... its a journey to something better.... hold on tight to Allah, let Him lead us, guide us.... we might be lost once a while.... but come back soon, Allah is with us through this journey... leave it to Him... He knows better what is inside our heart, what we cried for before we sleep or during our sleep.... He knows better.... let Him in....trust only Him. Remember, we being tested because Allah wants us to be better person, because He care for us.... because He is saving us from something worst.... REMEMBER.

“Beautiful souls are shaped by ugly experiences.” 

“To avoid trials is to avoid living; the more you go through, the more you learn.” 

“Trials make you strong.

Failure makes you humble.

Challenges make you strive.

Life keeps you going and growing”