BLESSED & PATIENCE

Sitting at the table, sipping her favorite coffee with few plain biscuits on the plate, she looks so serene. Her eyes was half open, and there was a smile on her face. Peaceful smile. She was feeling peaceful lately, her heart was feeling heavy, blessed with what she has been feeling lately. 

She knew, she has been blessed with good life, but she forgot to thanked Allah for all the good things that happened to her all this while, that is why, the  peacefulness & happiness has been a stranger to her.

Now she knows, thanked Allah for the things, even a small & tiny one... that is how she find her happiness & peacefulness. Be patient with the trials that befallen her... pray hard for a strong heart to face those trials... 

All this while, she has been complaining a lot, feeling sad & angry. She has been looking at all the trials as a punishment from Allah for all her sins... she forgot that, the trials is Allah ways to show how much He cares about her, for Allah only knows the outcome of all the trials & Allah has promise good things if we are patience.

The coffee in the mug half gone and the plate totally empty... she looked at the clock on the wall, Mr Husband is coming back soon. Its time to get ready... she never failed to do that, make herself presentable for Mr Husband, no matter what people think of her marriage. She always make sure she dressed & smell nicely when she greet him at the door... she will put her best smile on her face for him... she will take his hand & kiss at the back of his palm, asking for forgiveness. And he will hold her in his arms & kiss her forehead.

That is part of happiness besides her child & grandkids.... she always looking forward for that moments & will do her best to make Mr Husband happy. 

So does her kids (daughter, son-in-law & grandsons), they are part of her, her souls, her happiness. She feels so blessed with all this gifts from Allah. She realised that Allah never failed her, but she failed Allah, thousands or million times... 

"Okey better get ready now..." she smiled & left the half cold coffee on the table.