WHERE IS OUR APPRECIATION

My blog I FOUND A MOTHER, received the highest viewers compare to the others. I guess, many people are looking for a mother, or wish they have a mother.... and being a mother myself, i know the feeling, having your child/children around you thru thick & thin.... and not having a mother during your growing up or no mother figure to follow or have a mother, but you just don't really accept her as a mother... that is really sad... And this is where we were "have a mother, but you just don't really accept her as a mother". 

And we are such a very sad people.... and some of us.... till now still affected by our own doing (but put the blame on others).... our non-acceptance to the situation we had gone thru..... we are the losers... lost something that is so sacred, valuable.... something that we should appreciate not hate..... Years, we have been leaving with hatred, since we were young  till now, where most of us are blessed with grandchildren already.... and what we get??? Luckily Allah is giving us another chance to make things better.  Enough is enough..... TANAH SEKANGKANG KERA DIREBUTKAN.... which caused a lot of crisis between us..... where this got us.... NO WHERE.... it splits us apart.... 

Why can't we just accept. if it is not meant to be, it is not meant to be lah.... maybe Allah is preparing something better for us.... A LAND WITH A RIVER UNDERNEATH IN JANNAH.... but no.... just we cannot see the one IN JANNAH.... we fight for something that is not even permanent at all here...... We dig & dig, just to find out things that happened so many years ago, which lead to all this.... what a losers.... a very stupid act by people who is so greedy.... 

What am i ramblings about.... but its the truth..... we think we deserve to be treated well, but looking back, look at the person in the mirror, are we sure we deserve better.... 

Anyway, thank you Allah, for bringing our mother back to us.... here we are giving a chance to make things right, to treat her right for what she has done to us when we were small, her sacrifices, i am sure its a lot.... the night she had to follow our father to bail-out one of us who did wrong.... remember the good things she did to us..... i remember she woke-up early morning, prepared breakfast for us, so that we would go to school with full stomach, she even prepared our lunch box... sometimes, when we have to stay back after school, she will prepared our lunch too.... maybe we don't get duit belanja, but she don't let us go hungry.... 

My, my, my, I am crying while typing this.... she did a lot of things to us.... and what we did? Where is our appreciation???? Where??? We blame her for our shortcomings.... come on.... we are all adult, no one have a control on our life.... present or future...... there is nothing to do with her.... if we fail, it is all on us..... 

May Allah forgive us too for having such a bad thoughts...... She is not our biological mother, but she was the one who mothered us during our growing up.... May Allah bless her with good health, happiness, iman & taqwa.