Never thought am going to feel this way... this is stupid... really stupid, to feel this way at this age. Am not a teenager anymore.... I really thought dis kind of thing would never affect me anymore. But i was wrong... when i heard it today... they saw you & you try to run away from them... with ur new family.... SURPRISE, SURPRISE..... All these years... they said don't trust you, i know i shouldn't, but still i accept you for wat u r.... even deep down i know you have been lying to me... but never thought to this extend.... to me, you have been the one i find some comfort, the one i can talk & tell about anything... things dat i don't tell others, even my very good friend....
I remember our last conversation, i told you "you must be laughing at me all this while for my stupidity, for my ignorance...". And i remember your replied "i never feel that way.... i never laugh at you, i never think you're stupid".....
Now i guess, you really did laughed at me all this while... & after accidently meeting with my friends, your heart must be laughing all the way home......
I wish you all the best..... and please i do not wish to hear from you again.... never again...............
I remember our last conversation, i told you "you must be laughing at me all this while for my stupidity, for my ignorance...". And i remember your replied "i never feel that way.... i never laugh at you, i never think you're stupid".....
Now i guess, you really did laughed at me all this while... & after accidently meeting with my friends, your heart must be laughing all the way home......
I wish you all the best..... and please i do not wish to hear from you again.... never again...............
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